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Sunday, March 11, 2007

is my kindness my stupidity? why am i alwaes under-appreciated. i think of many solutions for my friends. help them to see if they work out. if it doesnt, think of another way. and right at the end, i dun get a word of gratification nor a sign of any appreciation.. what do i do all my work for? my own self enjoyment? i have many things that needed to be done, i put them all aside for a friends sake.. and then im thrown aside after that.. am i paper? why do i even bother.. i alwaes tell myself, they are my friends. i should help them. thats normal isnt it? am i too kind to the point i get walked over? so many things i have to worry about and yet i make time for others.. what happened to myself? pack my brothers bag, help my friends with their trouble. i haven't even packed my own bags, done my revision for my exam tmr, finish up the projects for my portfolio. am i worth that little that no one even cares about what happens to me? i am realli lost... maybe i should just give it up..... i give up......

ran away from time 5:17 PM



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