Strength of a guy... Guess that is my one weakness... My life and everything around it.. All nothing but an illusion... A showcase of who i'm not... I tried to be who i wanted to be. A facade of strength and friendliness... But i guess acting is realli very much different from the real thing... Love and hate are opposite ends of a coin... But they are the same... I am now stoned and buried beneath the shell of flesh.. Nothing more remains except the a frozen heart. Stilled by the clouds of deceit... Affection has such a cruel nature... I thought we were something, but nothing was as it seemed... I was actually used by the person i tried to use... Irony? No... Irony would be nothing before the pains that cross my inner self... Words that have sunk deep and imbedded, never to remove. You were nothing more than playing me, onli to then forget me and move on... Am i hated by God? Why do i have such pains and sorrow to deal with... Relationships aka the Priority Scrambler... My present self was a self created for the sole purpose to make you happy... But now that is over... Removed from existance shall it become... I am `Princess........... no more`
.name. Hayashi Miku
.age. 7? 17??(:
.sex. himitsu~
.doa. 25th Dec '89
__CANTbeWITHOUT.]]*
.friendz!my heart
.anime!my love
.room!my life
__TRYINGtoLIKE.]]*
.everyone(:
.someone|:
.anyone):
__THEwishLIST.]]*
.witness a miracle
.find THE one
.stargazing with HER
__MYroyalSUBJECTS.]]*
[+]Andrew
[+]Angela
[+]Bling~Bling
[+]Cheryl
[+]Dominic
[+]Jerome
[+]Joanne
[+]Kat
[+]KaThy
[+]Kaii~
[+]Keren
[+]Luther
[+]Mark
[+]Nicholas
[+]Pheebs
[+]Rodney
[+]Shaquek
[+]Shu Ting
[+]Stephhy
[+]Sya
[+]Thomas
[+]TiNx
[+]Valerie
[+]Wei Zhong
[+]Will.I.Am
[+]Yen Sze
[+]Yi Ling
[+]Zhong Han
[+]Zi Xiang
[+]Zhang Yun
[+]zhenNy