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Monday, February 20, 2006

To the peeps who have frequented my blog... I thank you so much! Lurve you all! I have finally convinced myself that my past is nothing more than a time in life... My results were realli bad for those who are still eager to ask me... So please stop asking can? Haix... Guess i should have studied a bit for my o's... Stupid stupid me! So now i am just sitting here wasting my life away as i watch all my frenz enter courses they wish to attend... And all i ever will be doing is waving at them at the gate but will they even notice me? Haix... I've been a real fool in life... To all those i have hurt before, i realli wanna apologise for it... and to everyone else, dun make the same mistake as me... It realli hurts more than most think... And i dun ever wan my frenz to go through it so please work and work hard in whatever you do, be it studies, work or even play! Haix... Depressing isnt it to have to watch all my frenz enter JCs and polys of their choice! Well on the bright side, its not ITE i will be goin to =)) *gRiNz* Interesting news is that i might end up moving over to the other side of singapore if i make my first choice (please please let me get it!) Yupz! Will move to somewhere in tampines ALONE! =(( buhuhu~~ sniff sniff! but i guess it would be fun living alone wouldn't it? Shall have to see!

Oh! And its realli stupid how some pple will tell you that "when God takes something from you, it is not a punishment but free-ing your hands for something much greater..." Its such a false tale! I have lost so many things in life but i have yet to even get anything worth in return!?! Is that supposed to be justice? Or is this "God's" will! So retarded! If there is a God then why am i so neglected and left behind! And i am supposed to believe in someone who is not even there for me! Haix...

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