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Tuesday, December 13, 2005

Why is it my mind is alwaes so fogged up with all the unimportant information of life! Staying awake now sorting out all the problems and queries in my life... Think about how things happen, and why they do! I should have known it would happen because its just so obvious but why does my heart still my brain? Could it be the shock was greater than expected? Or would it be because of something much deeper... Or bigger than even i can handle? Such questions are so meddlesome arent they?

For one as such, its not a surprise... Could affection be so shallow? Is "Love" nothing more than a word in a dictionary with no feelings in it? Does sexual desires alwaes have to dominate a relationship! Its sickening and its annoying! I just dont get it... Its confusing and wierd! Plus ive been thinking about it for so long till i cant even sleep!! Argh!! Ryan!! Help!! I have insomnia too!! Lolz! Knowing him, his answer would be like "wateva la!" or something like that! ritez? Haha... I'll go ponder on this topic more! Since i doubt i would be sleeping anytime soon! oh well.. Nitez to all!

ran away from time 3:20 AM



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