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Wednesday, October 12, 2005

Losing someone close to me has always been my most hated fear and what i always tried to avoid... But i now opened my eyes to the truth of the world... There are people who are close to me who just ACT friendly only to later just betray my trust... But the pain of the loss is no longer coming... Numbed to the hurtful fact that i have lost one of my greatest friends... I am comforted to know that i still have some left... Even if you leave me, i will not stumble no longer... You are nothing to me anymore! A fading memory and a stupid name is all that is left... Memoirs have been removed and i still feel no pain... Why? Can it be that i really hate you? I thought that life was unfair till i met you... But my eyes opened and found out that you were not the solution, but another problem... Falling so many times before, i have finally stand strong and move on... Meddling with people's feelings is something only the worst kind of people will do... But even among all of them, you truly are the WORST! None compares to your acting ability and manipulation... As i am out of your life, you are out of mine! Permanently... It will not come back to me ever again!

Well well... Cobwebs and spiders!! Ooh! Had so many frenz telling me to update... Just didnt have the time to do such stuff... Its a wonder how people have the time to update daily... And again after this, there is going to be a long time before another update... Got to study for O's you know? My results aint anywhere good... L1R5 needs at least a 18... Though a bit out of my league, i must try and perservere through this tough time... At least its good to know i have some frenz who are with me... People like jojo =)) Arigato-Gozaimasu! Teeheez... Well... i guess my books are calling me again! Will try to update a bit more and a lot more after my O's kaes? Till then... those who frequent my blog!! Thanks and i will see you after me exams! Though most of you have finished yours!! Hmph!! *sNoRtZ*

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