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Friday, September 09, 2005

Though i am here to post... I may have to stop for a long while! Receiving one of my prelim results, it seems that i have lost all hope... Though its partially my fault for not studying at all...well mostly my fault... Fine! Entirely my fault! But it seems that i now just dont have anymore motivation to study... Losing everything and now failing school... With "great" family support! And even greater support from "friends"! I am at a loss, all around me are people with their backs facing me... And all my friends are ahead of me... Am i left there alone? Does no one really even care that im not with them? Am i that unimportant? The only thing i have left is my own self... But without the ability, what can i do? With no one to guide or support me... Ostracized in school, despised by friends and rejected by family... Is there anyone more worthless than me? Can there be? But i guess now is not the time to worry about what i can and cannot do, i just have to do it! If i have to face a storm on my own then i shall... I will face the storm and feel the pain of reality but if you still have a heart of compassion, will you please be there for me till the very end?

ran away from time 10:30 PM



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