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Monday, September 05, 2005

Ooh.. rusty! Look at all the cobwebs... Neglected my blog for some time to do some soul searching and thinking... And still i'm so lost! I dont even know where i am facing now... "God give me strength!" But i guess i have no right to say that, i dont know whether I can still call myself a Christian! I have turned away from Him for quite some time already... And i just cannot find the means to get back together... I just feel empty! Both spiritually and emotionally... I dont know whether God will forgive my sins but i believe He will if we trust in Him... But there is still a hole in my heart that will remain as long as I am left alone without that special person... But how can i get her back? Her denial only feuls my desire to get her back... But i am not sure whether she will ever open up to me again... Or have I lost her...forever

ran away from time 12:45 PM



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