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Tuesday, September 13, 2005

I just feel like so wanting to die now... I failed so many subjects! So many that even ITE would not want me... Then again, why would i want to go to ITE... LaMeZ! But still... i just feel like giving up on the hope and possibility of a JC already... No matter how hard i try... It has never worked out for me... Why should it this time? Maybe i should just forfeit my O' Levels! I would probably get the same results if i did not take it! Well, got some friendship problems too... Then there are frenz with relationship problems! I wonder how to help them?! I just want to think about other things than my own for the time being... I just want to release my stress and built up anger over these past few months... I should just think about how to help my friend! Seems so lost and confused about what to do! However my friend doesnt wanna break the other person's heart... But at the same time, doesnt want a relationship! Complexed problems with easy solutions!~~ But refusing to go with that solution for the pain it will cause that person... I dont know what else one can do about problems like this... Dont like the person then you have to say! Otherwise it will just get deeper and deeper till the point that it would hurt both of you even more! Think about it kaes? Do what you think fit? OH! And do come to me if you still cannot decide...

But seriously, poor results can be quite the killer! The stress and tension from just before receiving the results to the sobbing and depression of the lousy marks! But thinking about all this would be worse! Like many people say... Imagination can be a killer! The mind is a powerful tool! Stupid luciano says im going to do a life value post! Hmph... SO THERE! I didnt! *gRiNz* Too BAAAAAD! Well got to get going... Got stuff to do! (Not studying!)

P.S. Can someone teach me how to study? I never tried before! Seriously!

ran away from time 2:53 PM



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